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| Hey all, lucky you, I'm in one of my ranting moods, so I'll just let loose. I've been thinking about it lately, and just today it's culminated in me to feel sickened and disgusted by the race which I am a part of. Humanity. We're the dominant race of Earth, and as far as we know, the Universe, yet by no means does that make us more than the biggest animal of the jungle. We think we're intelligent, and we are, as a whole. We have modern medicine, science, develop new innovations and constantly find new ways to kill each other off. And everything we do, and all of our goals are driven around money. Let's talk medicine. We have all these treatments for cancer, and apparantly have been searching for god only knows how long for a cure, yet none on the horizon... Why is that? Well, what money is in a cure? Why would anyone want to kill off a disease that brings in millions (possibly billions) of dollars profit in treatments? Science is a good one too. We constantly get more inventive, thinking of new things that we need, so we can go out and spend more money buying and consuming all our ingenuity. We even develop guns and other weapons that have no other purpose but to kill other humans. We think up newer, stronger, more accurate guns, missles, explosives in the ideal of working toward peace. You know how we deliver peace? We shoot, we bomb, and we blow the shit out of whatever stands in our way, and we do it in an effort for peace. Without war, there would be no "peace". God bless America and every nation we've as a race managed to come up with. We like to think we're so god damn noble, and above our base instincts, yet in actuality we think of more complex ways to satisfy them. There is not one moral, not one ideal, not one higher philosophy that we have followed for the sake of that idea. It's revolting to think we've come so far and realize just how little we've come.
-Nick
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| Hey guys, what's up? Well this 4 day weekend was great. I got to hang out with Jessie at the mall and her place, and finally saw the Incredibles for the first time (awesome movie). We were going to go ice skating, but that didn't work out since the hockey players were playing when we got there. Good news is we went shopping to find her a dress for the yacht dinner we're having in New York when the choir takes a trip to Carnegie Hall. After hanging at the mall for a bit, we went to Stovall Park (cold haha) and they had this merry-go-round thing we spun in and sat on this tire swing just talking. All in all, nice weekend.
-Nick
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| Sup guys... Well I had virtually no weekend. Spent it singing for school/church choir and working. Eh, kind of in a down mood lately but then again I usually am. But yea life's going I guess, for the couple of people who actually read and care haha. Tired, nite.
-Nick
"King undisputed, respected, saluted,
and seen for the wonder I am,
my teeth and ambitions are bare,
Be prepared"
-Scar
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| Hey all... Guess what? Sick again, except this time with strep throat gah... Kiri came over to see how I was doing today, and that made me feel better. Not doing anything these days being sick and all, except being pensive  . So yea school is going to be fun... Not. Really, I can't wait until college. Until then I'll just chill out here and listen to Yellowcard.
-Nick
"It's not the same without you lying by my side."
-Yellowcard
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| Hey guys, what's up? N2m here... just sick with the flu (arghh). But good news... I'm posting this entry from the new computer I just build (FINALLY EFDLKJLSDFJ!!)... Just a little excited, only took me like a few years. But yea, psyched about that, and bored. I can't go back to school until wednesday at least b/c I'm contagious (darn). I'll survive. But yea comment me plz.
-Nick
"Word over all, Beautiful as the sky, that
War, and Carnage, must in Time,
Be utterly lost,
That the hands of the Sisters,
Death and Night,
Incessantly, softly wash again and ever again,
This, soiled, world."
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You Are The Lovers
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You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.
You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.
At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.
Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something.
Your fortune:
You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.
You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.
In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.
Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.
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